Parenting is a remarkable journey—one often filled with warm hugs, silly jokes, and moments so profound they take our breath away. But it can also feel deeply challenging, especially for those of us raising neurodiverse children who have unique needs, sensitivities, and ways of being in the world. Love, in theory, might seem as natural as breathing. But in practice, especially when life is busy and support is limited, it can feel like a muscle we’re struggling to flex.

I want to talk about this openly because it’s an experience so many of us share. We love our children with every fiber of our being, and yet there are times we can’t feel that love in our bodies. We might know it cognitively—yes, of course, I love my child!—but tapping into that warm, expansive feeling of love can feel almost impossible in the midst of endless to-do lists and constant demands. If you’ve ever felt that sense of disconnection from the love you know is there, I want you to know you’re not alone. It’s okay that it’s hard sometimes. In fact, it’s common.

The Weight of Expectations

We live in a world that places tremendous expectations on parents. We’re expected to manage work, household tasks, extracurricular activities, and social obligations—all while ensuring our children are thriving academically, socially, and emotionally. When you add neurodiversity into the mix—be it autism, ADHD, giftedness, anxiety, combinations of these, or other variations of thinking and feeling—the complexities skyrocket.

At times, these expectations can feel like a never-ending pressure cooker. Every moment can be consumed by a new challenge: sensory overload, intense emotions, difficulties with transitions, or simply the day-to-day tasks of feeding, clothing, and coordinating schedules for an entire family resulting in explosions or implosions. It’s in these overwhelming moments that love can feel distant. We know it’s there, but it’s buried under stress, worry, and exhaustion.

And that’s okay. Acknowledging that it’s hard to feel love when you’re overstretched is the first step to reconnecting with it. We’re only human, and humans need care, rest, and space to breathe in order to choose to tap into love.

Recommitting to Love, Moment by Moment

Here’s the thing about love: it just is. Love is an energy, a force that underpins the best parts of our human experience. However, keeping ourselves connected to that current of love requires deliberate effort—what I often call a practice. Much like going to the gym regularly to keep our muscles strong, we need consistent “workouts” that help us remain tapped into love’s sustaining power.

That’s because love can be easy when everyone’s rested and happy, but it’s much harder to sustain when you’re tired, your child is melting down, and the laundry is piling up. In those moments, recommitting to love becomes an intentional choice. Even if you can’t feel it fully, you can decide to keep it at the center of your actions. You can choose to fill yourself up with loving energy—like filling up a tank—so you can keep on giving to your child and yourself.

This is where gratitude can be a profound gateway. When we practice gratitude, we shift our attention to the pockets of beauty, joy, or relief we might otherwise overlook. Gratitude for a moment of quiet, a gentle breeze, a supportive friend, or that fleeting second when your child’s eyes light up can help you remember that love is always there. It’s just waiting for you to notice it.

Gratitude as a Portal to Love

One of the most beautiful things about gratitude is how it affects our physiology. When we pause to feel thankful—even for something small—our bodies and minds recalibrate. It’s like pressing a reset button on stress and negativity. In that moment of truly appreciating what we have, we create a space in which love can flourish.

Research has shown that gratitude can reduce stress hormones, lower blood pressure, and improve emotional regulation. For us parents, that can mean going from a frazzled, reactive state to one where we feel calmer and more patient—ready to see the love that’s always been there. It’s not magic, but it can feel magical in how effectively it opens us up to a loving perspective.

If you’re not used to pausing and noticing gratitude, start with a single breath. Right now, think of something—even the tiniest thing—you appreciate. Maybe your coffee was at the perfect temperature this morning, or your child offered a spontaneous hug. Let that sense of appreciation seep into your body. Breathe it in and allow it to spread from your lungs to your arms, your legs, your fingertips. This act of slowing down and feeling grateful can reorient your entire approach to parenting and life.

Modern Parenting Without a Village

It’s often said that parenting today is more isolating than in previous generations. We once lived in communities where children roamed outdoors, and everyone pitched in. Children gravitated to whoever had the energy and love to give in that moment, allowing parents a natural break. The love reservoir in a communal setting was much larger because it was shared. But now, many of us live in single-family homes, separated from extended family, friends, and neighbors who might otherwise step in to help.

This can leave parents feeling “sucked dry,” as I often hear from clients. You want to shower your child with love, but you’re operating on an almost empty tank. Your spouse or partner may also be exhausted, and you may not have other relatives around to help. This modern setup can make it incredibly difficult to hold onto the feeling of love, even when you know you love your child deeply.

So, what do we do? We create micro-communities. We reach out to coaches, online support groups, local meetups—any venue where we can access the love and support of others. We have to remember that love isn’t transactional; it isn’t something we can only receive if we earn it. It simply is. But to experience it fully, we often need other people who can reflect it back to us when we’re tired, frustrated, or discouraged.

Reasons It Feels So Difficult

1. Isolation: We lack the communal support that naturally replenishes love.
2. High Demands: Endless responsibilities sap our energy and focus.
3. Emotional Overload: Neurodiverse children can have intense emotional needs, which can be exhausting.
4. Societal Pressures: Messages that we must do it “all” and do it “perfectly” can lead to chronic stress.
5. Unmet Personal Needs: Parents often ignore their own emotional, physical, and social needs, leaving them depleted.

Each of these factors can lead us to momentarily lose sight of love or at least stop feeling it the way we want to. That’s why it’s crucial to develop strategies to replenish ourselves and re-access the love that’s always at our core.

The Power of Having Others Who Can Access Love

We cannot do this alone. We might try, but eventually, we realize we need support—people who can hold the door open when it feels stuck for us. When your door is closed and you can’t feel the love you know exists, you need someone who can stand on the other side and say, “I see you. The love is still here.”

It might be a parent coach who offers fresh perspectives, a friend who drops off a meal, or an online community where people truly understand the highs and lows of parenting neurodiverse children. These relationships provide a mirror for us, reminding us of the love we’ve temporarily misplaced under the clutter of stress and obligations.

It’s important to resist the urge to isolate yourself further when you’re feeling drained. Instead, lean into community—whatever that looks like for you. Join a local parenting group, schedule a regular check-in with a friend, or sign up for a coaching session. Even a five-minute call with someone who can reflect your love back to you can work wonders.

Making Love Accessible Through Practice

If we want to create the love and peace we yearn for in our homes, we have to cultivate it within ourselves first. We do this by establishing practices that give us ongoing access to our reservoir of love. Some possibilities:

1. Mindful Breathing: Start each morning with three deep breaths, focusing on inhaling love and exhaling stress.
2. Gratitude Journaling: Write down three things you’re grateful for every day. Over time, you’ll train your brain to look for moments of appreciation.
3. Micro-Meditations: Steal quiet seconds throughout the day to pause, close your eyes, and envision something that brings you joy or love. Or leave your eyes open, choose your focus point, and notice its characteristics.
4. Loving-Kindness Practice: Silently repeat phrases of love and well-wishes for yourself, your child, and others.
5. Physical Reminders: Keep a small object (like a smooth stone) in your pocket or on your desk, and whenever you see or touch it, take a moment to tap into love.

These practices might sound simple—and they are—but simplicity is key when life is busy and demanding. The goal is to integrate love into the small, ordinary moments of everyday life, rather than waiting for a big revelation or major shift.

Communicating Through Love

One of the most powerful ways to sustain love is through our communication—both with our children and with ourselves. You might say to your child, “I see you, and I love you,” even if they’re in the middle of a meltdown. Or you might say it to yourself in the mirror on a day you feel particularly discouraged. These words can serve as a gentle reminder that love is a choice we can make again and again.

And communication isn’t always verbal. Sometimes it’s a warm touch on the shoulder, a smile, or just being present and listening without judgment. At other times, it’s envisioning love pouring out of you into the other person. These small gestures can speak volumes, especially for a neurodiverse child who may process language differently.

Embracing the Present Moment Together

It’s also vital to remember that love flourishes in the present moment. When we treat every moment as if it must live up to a certain standard, we risk feeling like anything less than perfection is a disaster. By shifting our perspective to simply notice what is happening—our child is laughing, focusing, daydreaming, or screaming, throwing, crying—we see the moment as it is, without piling on extra judgment or resistance to reality.

This mindset can also help us in those fleeting seconds when we actually do feel love rushing through us. Let it seep into your body. Let it wash away the worries of the day, if only for an instant. Those instants add up, building a foundation of resilience that keeps us going through the harder times.

Preventing Future Disconnection

Finally, let’s talk about preventing disconnection—not just from our kids, but from ourselves. Life will always present challenges, but we can build safety nets:

• Regular Check-Ins: Schedule time each day, week, or month to assess how you’re feeling. Are you depleted? If so, what small change can you make right now to replenish?
• Ask for Help: Whether it’s from a partner, a friend, or a professional, reach out before you’re completely drained.
• Embrace Imperfection: Recognize that no family is perfect. There will be tears, fights, and frustrations. But love can coexist with all of these if we continually return to it.
• Share the Load: Involve your children (when appropriate) in household tasks, or lean on extended family and community resources. You don’t have to do it all alone. In fact, you can’t do it alone for long without paying too steep a price.

Love Is Always Available

Above all, remember that love is never truly gone; it just gets buried. It might feel inaccessible for a while, but with mindfulness, gratitude, community, and deliberate practice, we can uncover it again. Each time we do, we build a deeper reservoir to draw from the next time life ramps up and we find ourselves running on empty.

Whether you’re a parent who feels overwhelmed, a professional supporting neurodiverse families, or someone simply curious about cultivating love in the face of challenges, my hope is that you walk away from this knowing you’re not alone. Love is hard to sustain—it’s normal to feel that way—but it’s also the most powerful force for transformation and healing in our lives.

A Final Thought

Let’s make it a practice to say, “I see you, and I love you,” to ourselves and to those around us. Even when we’re not in the same room or on the same page, love connects us. By choosing it moment by moment—especially in the messy, chaotic, beautiful reality of parenting neurodiverse children—we create a ripple effect that touches everyone in our lives.

We can do this, together. Let’s refuel and remind each other of the love that simply is, waiting for us to tap into it, again and again.

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About Sheryl Stoller

Sheryl Stoller is a Family-Wellbeing Coach and PCI Certified Parent Coach®. For over fifteen years she has been supporting parents of neurodiverse and deeply feeling children to transform their family’s suffering into thriving growth and connection. As a neurodivergent, highly sensitive parent of three multi-exceptional young adults, Sheryl brings both personal perspective and professional expertise to her work. She is the founder of Stoller Parent Coaching (2009) and serves as a Parent Coach for TiLT-Parenting Differently Wired Club (2021–present).

Sheryl partners with parents and educators to create supportive, peaceful environments where children, adults, and their relationships flourish. Through her integrated approach, she equips adults to recognize and address the needs and lagging skills behind behaviors, model essential life skills, and provide a safe space for emotional expression and growth. Her work has profoundly impacted countless families and educators seeking to build stronger, more connected relationships.

Sheryl’s mission is to help families prevent unnecessary struggles and maximize joy and fulfillment in daily life and long term. Learn more about how she can support you at www.stollerparentcoaching.org.

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Take a moment to think about your own list. What are the constant demands in your life? Now ask yourself: which of these demands typically grabs your attention first? When everything collides, which one wins out? Your answer is a window into the inner workings of your mind, body, and soul.

For me, the answer has always been “emotions and feelings.” Differentiating between the two is a nuanced topic, but however you define them, they were always my priority. I instinctively tended to my children’s emotions—when they were experiencing them, how they were experiencing them—and often felt there was little room to let those emotions simply pass. All emotions mattered, all the time. It was a very intense way to live, and I don’t recommend it. And yet, I completely understand if it feels inevitable for you, too.

Here’s why emotions took center stage for me: my system’s radar is powered by incredibly sensitive mirror neurons. These are the brain cells that make a baby mimic the funny faces you make at them, and for me, they go into overdrive. My radar picks up every emotion in the room, from verbal cues to subtle nonverbal signals. The challenge? I wasn’t naturally wired to differentiate between emotions I picked up from others and those initiated within me. It all felt the same. As a result, tending to emotions always won out, often at the expense of everything else. And, to be honest, not much else got done.

It was a reactive way to live, and while it was deeply rooted in love and care, it wasn’t sustainable. Over time, I realized something crucial: it doesn’t have to be this way.

A Key Realization: You Are More Than Thoughts, Feelings, and Emotions

One of the most transformative realizations I’ve had is this: I am not my thoughts, feelings, or emotions. I have thoughts, feelings, and emotions, but there is an “I” within me that can observe these experiences without being consumed by them. Developing this ability to observe—to build the strength of that inner “I”—has been life-changing. And for me, this growth happened in two key ways: through crisis and through mindfulness.

1. Crisis: Learning to Take One Second at a Time

In the midst of a crisis, there’s no room for overthinking or getting lost in emotions. Every moment demands clarity: What does this situation need from me right now? I learned to process and sort through the chaos one second at a time. That meant letting go of outcomes and focusing solely on the present moment. What could I do in this second to optimize this moment?

This practice of micro-presence—of intentionally breaking down overwhelming situations into manageable seconds—was a survival skill at first. But over time, it became a tool for greater clarity and calm.

2. Mindfulness: Building Awareness and Resilience

The second transformative practice was mindfulness, which began as a slow and sporadic journey. My first exposure to mindfulness was simply becoming conscious of my breathing. At first, it was an occasional practice, but over time, I’ve come to deeply appreciate the power of regularly and frequently practicing mindfulness

Here’s the secret about mindfulness: failing is succeeding. The goal isn’t to have a perfectly focused mind. The goal is to notice when your mind inevitably wanders—to a thought, a feeling, or a memory—and gently guide it back to your chosen focus. This act of noticing is the very essence of mindfulness.

Through mindfulness, I’ve developed the ability to observe myself experiencing something. Instead of being consumed or defined by a wandering thought or overwhelming emotion, I can simply notice it and create space around it.

The Power of Pausing and Considering

For parents, this skill is invaluable. Mindfulness prepares us to watch ourselves being triggered and gives us the distance—in time and space—to pause and consider our next steps. It helps us respond to situations with intention rather than react out of habit or overwhelm.

But here’s the thing: developing the practice of mindfulness and intentional responding is hard to do in isolation. It’s so much easier and more rewarding to have collaborators. Whether it’s a coach, a support group, or a trusted friend, having someone by your side to navigate this journey makes a world of difference.

Collaboration: A Game-Changer for Parents

Collaborating with others—both literally and in spirit—helps you balance and even prevent the inevitable collisions of competing demands. With the right collaborators, you’ll have the clarity and confidence to discern what truly matters in each moment.

This clarity is not just for your benefit; it’s for your children, too. When you’re clear and grounded, you model healthy ways to navigate life’s challenges. You create an environment where your children—and you—can flourish in mind, body, and spirit.

Practical Steps for Moving Forward

So, where do you start? Here are a few steps you can take today:

1. Take Inventory of Your Priorities: Reflect on which demands typically win your attention and why. Use this insight to identify patterns and areas for growth.
2. Practice Micro-Presence: When you feel overwhelmed, break down the moment into manageable seconds. Focus on what you can do right now to optimize the situation.
3. Explore Mindfulness: Begin with simple practices like conscious breathing or guided meditations. Remember, the goal is to notice when your mind wanders and gently bring it back.
4. Find Your Collaborators: Seek out a coach, join a supportive community, or connect with other parents who understand your journey. Collaboration can provide invaluable insights and encouragement.
5. Celebrate Small Wins: Acknowledge and celebrate every step forward, no matter how small. Progress is built one moment at a time.

A Final Word

Parenting neurodivergent children is a deeply rewarding journey, but it’s also one that requires intention, self-awareness, and support. By learning to observe rather than react, practicing mindfulness, and collaborating with others, you can create a more peaceful and confident environment—both within yourself and in your home.

Here’s to your journey of growth and connection. You’ve got this, and you’re not alone.

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About Sheryl Stoller

Sheryl Stoller is a Family Wellbeing Coach specializing in supporting parents of neurodiverse children. As a neurodivergent, highly sensitive parent of three multi-exceptional young adults, Sheryl brings a deeply personal and professional understanding to her work. Her mission is to help parents create supportive environments—both within themselves and externally—that foster peace of mind, confidence, and resilience. Learn more at https://www.stollerparentcoaching.org/.

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This webinar goes beyond the information we provided last month. So whether you attended that one or not, give yourself this half hour to create personalized steps that will provide immediate relief.

Joining us for this webinar,

• you will learn 3 steps for
• preempting
• deescalating, and
• clearing a path to resolving the tensions.
• You will come away with a customization of those steps for your situation.

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• We will stay on longer for your personal questions.

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Imagine how much more energy you will you have!

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Looking forward to being here with you and for you, however you need!

Warmly,

Sheryl

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Paul Banas (of GreatDad and Pregnancy Magazine) and I know how easy it is first hand – not so much in our conversations with each other, but each with our respective parent-partner.

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Each moment feels like a question.

Each is a chance to practice – to try, to fail, to assess, and in time, to try again.

I fail often.

Our ‘failures’ are sources of information, not judgments, helping us clarify which boundaries are in cement, and which in sand, which to hold, and which to flex.  In time, we get clearer about the boundaries to nonchalantly set and hold in cement. The rest becomes negotiable. Some even gets discarded completely.

My practice is that each time I fail,

I zoom out and look from various angles

to clarify what boundary I needed but ignored,

or what boundary I held that needed flexibility.

I spend 30 seconds on feeling the boundary, or feeling the flexibility so that next time,

I can better notice, honor, and follow-through on holding to it, whichever kind of boundary it is, cement or sand.

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We can better set rules, boundaries, that our children comply with when we are clean and clear about the boundaries we place around ourselves. What are we going to follow-through with when they do something? What are we going to collaborate about with them? 

This perspective of young Trevor’s is widespread among gifted children. They have highly sensitive radars for picking up hypocrisy and the source of the rule. They know when the rule is focused on meeting the parent’s need and perspective without consideration of the child’s need and perspective.  These children trust themselves before they trust the parents. They won’t be disregarded. They go into survival mode for their identity as a sovereign being. No consequence is going to change that for some of them. For others, it will break them. 

Collaboration on rules that are negotiable builds self-efficacy and connected relationships.

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Some of us and of our children have systems that do this consciously and get a squirt of the pleasure hormone dopamine when there is a reaction to one of our conscious experiments. These children need our adult help in figuring out other sources of such dopamine pleasure for this child, approaches that meet enough of their needs to replace the disruptive behavior.

The way this played out in my house with one of our children when young – “Do you stir things up for entertainment?” “Of course!” was the answer. I had had a clean clear moment when I responded, “I know you’re creative and will come up with a different way to entertain yourself that doesn’t make anyone miserable.”

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Trevor came to realize something jarring the first time he witnessed white people playing fetch with their dogs – his mother had for years been running him like a dog to wear him out.  

In the cognitive, critical thinking arena, he came to surpass her wit at about age seven or eight, at which point she would only participate in discussions with him that were carried out on paper – letters back and forth to each other. She found a great work around to his creative sly independent thinking that both honed his skills and gave her time to think through her answers.

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